I suddenly feel depressed again, out of no where. I shouldn’t even feel like this, because I’m just over analyzing the situation like I always do. It might be true, it might not. I don’t know if I’ll ever know the truth. My happiness only lasted for a few hours, but it was truly a blessing. I really need someone to talk to right now, but I feel like my vents will just annoy them, so right now I’m starting to keep them to myself. I never felt so lonely in my life. But as for now, I’ll just act like nothing is wrong. Fake optimism, I hope this doesn’t last long.